We had one of those days at our house. You know what kind of day that is, don't you? It is the kind of day where you can hardly get anything done amid the tantrums, crying, time outs, rampid energy bursts, etc.
It is one of those days when you know you can't wait for this six year old of yours to heal so he can get that boot off! There is so much bottled up energy! Wish I could squeeze some out of him and market it. :)
I have to remember that there are going to be days like this...it is inevitable. However, I have to remember that I am making a difference in eternity, whether it be good or bad.
Yes, there are days where I beat myself up for yelling at the boys. I disappoint myself in the fact that I didn't sit down and read to J. I wish that I quit letting my to - do list get in the way of living.
And, I just really missed my husband today. I am praying that everything will fall into place for us to be with him all the time. I used to think that I could handle everything on my own, but I admit....I do need my husband. I cannot be dad and mom. The boys need him around....and he'll admit, he needs them, also. We all need each other.
Boy, what a crew I have! There is never a dull moment, at least?!
Lord, thank you for giving me my wonderful, godly husband. Thank you for our two rowdy, loud, overly outgoing boys. Thank you for the hugs, the spilled milk, the legos on the floor, the numerous times I have watched Batman and Spiderman, and the Baby First TV Channel! (I had to add that in...it is a lifesaver sometimes.)
I thank you, Lord, for giving me purpose. Help me to strive to be more of that Proverbs 31 woman. I know I won't be all things, all the time. But, I can strive to be all I can be in Christ, one day at a time!
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